gorgeous

(from: www.pep.ph)

You are gorgeous, Ms. Venus Raj! I loveeeeeee your confidence and gesture, since the first second! Do watch the link below!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKU9iyoRYbs&feature=related

( I don't mean to neglect Miss Indonesia, but really,Venus Raj impressed me much!)

No matter how hard reality seems just hold on to your dreams.

Keep your head to the sky!

-AngelaSimmons

Hello, Sir. I just realize we need two crucial things. Time and place.

And trust me, I have no idea now. How to make it.

How about just let it? I mean yea, we will see the right time and place soon.

And the rest, I think we know the answer:)

YEAYEAYEA!

Communication is the master key of life. It opens all doors.

Kesabaran adalah pengertian baik yang mengutuhkan doa, tindakan, dan penantianmu.

Sabar itu sibuk.

Engkau yang sibuk belajar dan bekerja, tak akan sempat memikirkan kesabaran.

Dan Tuhan melihatmu dengan haru, karena dalam penantianmu engkau menyibukkan dirimu dalam pergaulan dan pekerjaan yang berguna.

Wahai jiwa yang damai,

Kesabaranmu adalah tanda keikhlasanmu dalam menerima kepastian janji Tuhan.

Mario Teguh

Ya Tuhan, maaf bahkan aku tak tahu harus berkata apa.

Maaf kalau saya memang tidak sabar. Tapi

ya saya pasrah, berserah.

sudah, ya?

:|

doa

Tuhan, tunjukkan saya yang terbaik ya.. Engkau tentu tahu seberapa besar keinginan itu. Kalau memang bersama, berilah saya kesempatan. Karena saya ada waktu, karena Engkau sudah memberikan waktu tersebut. Juga Engkau menyediakan sarana. Engkau memudahkannya, Tuhan. Namun Engkau pun tahu apa yang paling kubutuhkan sekarang untuk mewujudkannya, menemuinya di saat yang tepat. Terimakasih Tuhan. Saya sudah melakukan sebisa saya, Kau yang memutuskannya. I've done my best, You do the rest.

Kalau memikirkannya saja sudah bahagia, apalagi merasakannya? Merasakan "wonderful feeling" yang mereka bilang..

This chilling me out, really.

We won't always be able to relax and be kids, but we'll always be able to love. So just chill out and don't think too much about love.

one thing.

I just realize that ENJOYING LIFE is important, so I can LOVE MYSELF before BEING LOVED.

:)

hello, YOU!

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause there's a possibility

You ever feel the same way

About me, just too much, just too much

How do I keep running from the truth

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go?

Am I crazy or fallin in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath, when I look at you

Are you holdin back, like the way I do

Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind

When we're hanging, spending time, boy

Are we just friends, is that more, is that more?

See it's a chance we've got to take

Cause I believe we can make this into something that lasts forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be where this thing can go?

Am I crazy or fallin in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you

Are you holdin back, like the way I do

Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going away

How do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or fallin in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breat when I look at you?

Are you holding back, like the way I do?

Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain't going away

Ain't going away.

setelah sekian lama

Bukan bosen menulis, cuma kalo nggak mood rasanya nggak pengen publish. Gimana pun semua orang punya titik jenuh kan? Nah sekarang mood itu ada, karena banyak yang ingin diceritakan.

Well, sebenernya gue mau rajin posting soal di Malaysia. Laporan lengkap dengan foto-foto. Tapi saat semangat itu ada, HP gue yang jadi satu-satunya alat dokumentasi di sini malah hilang pas jalan-jalan ke KLCC, Twin Tower. Ya sudah. Anggap saja untuk amal sosial, semoga HP saya bisa menjadi berkah untuk anda ya!

Di sini gue lagi jalanin Foundation in Arts, Sunway College University. Bukan, bukan mau jadi seniman. Selalu dipikir mau jadi seniman atau pelukis padahal nggak bertampang. Arts di Malaysia itu sama kayak Sosial di Indonesia. Ya kayak kelas IPS (Ilmu Pengetahuan Sosial) lah.. Tahun depan mau ambil Psikologi, doakan saya ya:)

Pertama kali sampe di sini gue SUPER HOMESICK. Tapi cukup semalam saja, setelah itu baik-baik aja. Jujur, salah satu faktor pentingnya itu ada temen dari Indonesia. Rasanya ngebantuuuu banget ada yang diajak ngomong bahasa ibu. Here they are:)

Em fotonya agak berlebihan memang, tapi yang gue pengen bilang adalah gue merasa ada temen senasib gitu hehe. Hope we can pass our years here together, Sastya-Hasna-Shinta:) semoga kita bisa ceria dan 'lepas' selama di sini seperti foto di atas. SUKSES BUAT KITA! YIHAAAA!

*pasti kalian seneng banget muncul di blog gue:) be proud! HAHEHAHE

Soal temen-temen di kelas, mayoritas orang Malaysia. Kalo denger mereka ngomong bahasa Malay kayak nonton Upin dan Ipin deh haha. Tapi bener deh, mereka semua baiiiiiik! Percayalah, Inggris mereka juga oke oke loh! Inggris gue kadang masih belibet :( jadi kadang nggak bisa ngungkapin apa yang mau diomongin dengan pol. Kalo kepepet, keluar deh Bahasa Indonesia nya. Yaaa mirip-mirip lah sama Bahasa Malay. Ada beda beberapa kata, makanya kita suka banget tukeran vocab.

Gue udah pernah nyoba sih buat ngomong pake logat Malay, tapi parah banget. Jadinya Bahasa Jawa.. Duka sekali. Darah memang tidak bisa ditipu. Sekalipun hanya setengah darah.

Ah ini bagian yang paling penting. Rasanya gue mulai bisa menikmati hidup di sini. Really, I mean it. Pas SMA itu hidupnya penuh, sibuk, dan sangat untuk sekolah. Bangun jam setengah 5 pagi setiap hari, sekolah dan baru sampai rumah jam 4-5, istirahat sebentar dan belajar plus bikin tugas sampe jam 12an. Lalu, bangun jam setengah 5 pagi. Lagi.

Menjelang UAN rasanya semua diperas habis-habisan. Waktu, tenaga, air mata. Kok nggak enak semua ya? Haha. Belum cukup. Pikiran dan kerjaan terbelah ke mana-mana kecuali memikirkan kesenangan pribadi. Oke ini berlebihan, tapi seinget gue emang secapek itu. Paling gede porsinya buat mikirin nilai dan ujian, diikuti karya tulis dan kuliah. Itu yang PASTI semua anak alamin. Belum ditambah plus-minus dari sana-sini, huuuu SUPER SEKALI KAMU, SEKOLAH SANTA URSULA!:D

Haha, tapi setelah semuanya lewat, rasanya bangga bisa sampai di sini juga dengan semua yang nggak enak itu. Di sini emang nggak sesantai itu, tapi gue sangat punya waktu untuk diri sendiri. Kayak ikut klub, beresin kamar dan beberapa hal kewanitaan, uehe. Mungkin gue dikasih waktu sama Tuhan sebentar untuk 'istirahat dan ambil napas'. Tetep aja gue musti FIGHT!

Pokoke saya berharap bisa SUKSES! Juga kamu-kamu yang membaca. Let's do our best for our own future! And this three quotes-best-ever really depict what I want to say and do boost our spirit:

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined.

Henry David Thoreau

The future belongs to those who believe their beauty of their dreams.

Eleanor Roosevelt

We are what we believe we are.

C. S. Lewis

*Korona Sulin, I take them from your blog. I'm touched to know you save this amazing words, our chat, OUR DREAMS. Mari kita wujudkan! Eh, kamu sudah ya untuk beberapa hal hehehe

be blessed all!

What a beautiful quote.

An arrow can be sent only when it is dragged back. So when life is dragging you back with difficulties, be glad. It launches you into victory.

The most unfinished question: WHY. But it's tiring to keep asking, so I let this flows. There's one time you will explain me, don't you? Since I can't understand this also, too complicated.

And I let it flows. The Time tells us.

MLTR, thank you.

Don't know what to say now
don't know where to start
I don't know how to handle
a complicated heart
You tell me you are leaving
but I just have to say
before you throw it all away

Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain

Don't know what you're thinking
to me it seems quite tough
to hold a conversation
when words are not enough
so this is your decision
and there's nothing I can do
I can only say to you

Chorus:
Even if you want to go alone
I will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain